Monday, February 21, 2011
I grow weary of making decepticons
I would love for some patronage to make autobots instead. .... Patrons out there hello my expenses are only about $2k CAD per month. Just now anyway I was thinking about a isohunt.com backup dealo to scrape all their torrent data and index by keyword etc for searching in case MPAA fuckers hurt them.
Wednesday, February 09, 2011
What I have been reduced to
Loneliness sucks. Angela made a bunch of shitty decisions starting in December that ended up with me not willing to take her crap and her leaving me. Shitty. I'm still hurtin. Anyway I'm fucking lonely. Rather, I'm just lonely, there is no fucking. Fucking my hand. Whatever its not ideal anyway, also I'm really not sure what to do about work either. I mean I'm gainfully employed. And my work isnt exactly bomb-making or perfecting gas chamber control systems or anything truly evil. But my client is sure the fuck a spammer. The bots he has me writing are crazy multiheaded monsters. I wish I could be doing this towards some real life related work not just spamming but its kinda fun and it kinda pays the bills.
So there once again you have it, I am employed making central bank shit money by writing monster bots that run 50+ processes of statusnet/wikimedia site spamming mayhem with captcha relay as required and all kinds of failsafe awesomesaucery. I was challenged by the need to learn how to do IPC stuff, something that working at SPI _never_ really pushed me into. So good on this work in that it has broadened my horizons.
BUT I'M ALL ALONE!!!!!
I NEVER GOT TO MENTOR UNDER ANYONE PROPERLY
I NEVER GOT TO APPRENTICESHIP AND IT WASNT FOR LACK OF TRYING
This is the hand that life gave me and I have to go with it I suppose. I would love to work for Google but Google you are going to need to apply to me, not the other way around. Maybe when my clients SEO shit has thoroughly punched your pagerank in the face you would rather have me working with you than against you. And honestly thats where I'd rather be but like I said I'm not going to try to sell myself. Actions speak louder than words. I'm doing the do, and letting you know I'd rather do it for you.
Also .. ladies ... come on? Got my place to myself most days. Want someone to chill with, talk with and f*ck with. Victoria BC, Skype name blademccool
So there once again you have it, I am employed making central bank shit money by writing monster bots that run 50+ processes of statusnet/wikimedia site spamming mayhem with captcha relay as required and all kinds of failsafe awesomesaucery. I was challenged by the need to learn how to do IPC stuff, something that working at SPI _never_ really pushed me into. So good on this work in that it has broadened my horizons.
BUT I'M ALL ALONE!!!!!
I NEVER GOT TO MENTOR UNDER ANYONE PROPERLY
I NEVER GOT TO APPRENTICESHIP AND IT WASNT FOR LACK OF TRYING
This is the hand that life gave me and I have to go with it I suppose. I would love to work for Google but Google you are going to need to apply to me, not the other way around. Maybe when my clients SEO shit has thoroughly punched your pagerank in the face you would rather have me working with you than against you. And honestly thats where I'd rather be but like I said I'm not going to try to sell myself. Actions speak louder than words. I'm doing the do, and letting you know I'd rather do it for you.
Also .. ladies ... come on? Got my place to myself most days. Want someone to chill with, talk with and f*ck with. Victoria BC, Skype name blademccool
